Thursday, July 23, 2009

Cross Upon Cross



Across the dry desert
of the Bolivian altiplano
four men dig a grave,
silhouetted against the sunset.
Beside a rough box,
the size of a duffel bag,
two women weep, and
distance silences their cries.
Even on the edge of La Paz,
the city that touches the clouds,
heaven is far away.

Seeking to leave sorrow behind,
I descend the labyrinth
of narrow streets toward

Plaza Murillo's sidewalk cafes.
At the Mercado de las Brujas
mysterious food, herbs and charms
distract from street beggars.
Mothers with crying children,
toddlers with outstretched hands,
twisted faces pleading--
please, a peso, just
a meal today for the youngest.
Their cries choking my heart,
I escape across the street;
more begging children
like hungry dogs,
line the sidewalk.

At the cathedral
older, more established beggars,
several missing limbs, plead;
inside the quiet church
there is no solace.
Even in the sanctuary
where statues of saints
wear elegant finery
on altars of gold,
where candles burn,
where cross upon cross
incise sin and sorrow,
church after church
cannot bring justice to the poor.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Relaxation

Quilting. Macramé. Gardening.
Golfing. Eighteen holes of humiliation,
followed by practice on the putting range.
All in the name of relaxation.
I’ve thought of petting a cat
because that purr relaxes,
or practicing yoga’s warrior pose.
No toxins, stress, or guilt for me.
Well, maybe an ergonomic chair.
I’ll slip on headphones, listen
to Black Sabbath or Motley Crue,
maybe watch a favorite film,
Fatal Attraction or Play Misty.
Perhaps a familiar poem
or a thrilling book—Beowulf
or the Chowchilla Kidnappings.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Honk If You Love Jesus

Many years ago, in fifth grade
I received my first chain letter.
“Send this letter to ten friends
or your life will be ruined.”
Friendless. Ruined forever.
Those letters always promised
heaven or hell, happiness or catastrophe.

Chain letters are back, annoying
me from cyberspace. The emails
begin, “God Bless You.”
Who would have thought
God would be messaging me
through an email chain letter.

The letter criticized the faint-hearted
who would not forward the message
to ten best friends. Obviously,
they were ashamed to admit
knowing the Lord. Angels, butterflies,
and Thomas Kinkade pictures fill
my computer screen, rivers sparkling
across the screen into the Sidebar.

After recounting many blessings,
the message ends with the kicker:
“If you love Jesus, send this
message and its heavenly
pictures to ten people. Soon
you will be blessed with a miracle.”
Immediately I visualize St. Peter
sitting at his computer in the sky,
crossing me off as I press Delete.

If you love this poem,
pass it on to ten fellow poets
or risk the loss of your muse.
Forever.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

That's The Way It Was: Walter Cronkite

Watching the memorial to Walter Cronkite brings so many thoughts. The evolution of television, his reporting of some of history biggest moments, his other projects like "The Twentieth Century."

Television and I grew up together. As I watched his coverage of the 50's, I remembered watching many of those stories at grandmother's house. The Pettits had television several years before we did, but then they bought us our first television, and we could watch the news every night in our own living room. I have always been a news junkie, and Cronkite was riveting. In retrospect, he inspired me to love politics, history, popular culture. His curiosity and objectivity about everything probably set the stage for my own independent political leanings and my fascination with popular culture.

I have been around radio and television since I was a kid. Microphones, cameras, video have all morphed as technology has changed. Newspapers are reaching the end of their cycle. Television studios are becoming automated. A huge television news staff died way before Walter Cronkite. We are looking at the media of the future. Computers, ipods, podcasts, news to your phone and Kindle will be all part of our future.

Cronkite would definitely be on my list of 4 people in history I would invite to a dinner party. He could not have been the newsman he was without being a world-class listener. Much of media today is weak in the listening department. Cronkite had a respect for details and was a master of research. Would that be common or true today.

I was fascinated by the people who had spent time with Cronkite and counted him as a close friend--Mickey Hart, Robin Williams, George Clooney, President Johnson, and a long list of newsmen, politicians, and television people. We were all blessed by his presence.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Conversion

Today I tossed my red plaid cookbook,
1930’s New Better Homes and Garden version.
into our co-mingle recycling bin.
Poring through my old friend,
I rescued my favorite recipes—
chocolate chip cookies and mincemeat pie.
My new bible is America’s Test Kitchen.
Mincemeat is not in their new book,
nor is old-time molded perfection salad.
My copper molds live at Goodwill,
leaving more room for microplanes,
my fat separator and salad spinner.
Oxtail stew and chipped beef are missing
with old-fashioned recipes like jelly roll,
buckwheat griddle cakes, sauerbraten,
sea foam candy, tutti-frutti bars, and fruit cocktail pie.
Tuna croquettes, tuna tetrazinni, and
company tuna-bake outlawed forever.
Children rejoice because liver loaf
and snappy liver dip no longer exist.
Test Kitchen chefs believe light brownies or
light cheesecake are not oxymorons.
Our doctors are happier because
mayonnaise, cooking in aluminum wrap,
maraschino cherries, and red food coloring
are no longer part of our diets. But hey,
my cooking light and vegetarian sections
rethink fettuccine alfredo and lasagna.
Come over sometime. We’ll have cassoulet.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Porches and Patios

On porches on upper Willow Wind Street
white Adirondack chairs stare
silently across the tree-lined street.
Rustic bent willow loveseats
offering plush pillows sit empty.
Porch swings, cypress rockers,
gliders, loungers, potted plants—
all welcoming by design--yet deserted.

Historically, a prosperous man’s porch
held wooden ice boxes for milkman’s
early morning milk and cream delivery.
Neighbors swapped family gossip there,
shared exploits of eccentric ancestors
cherished in their collective memory.
Men read the evening paper, while
their wives knit and purled sweaters,
nodding and chatting with passersby.

Now affluent families crave comfort
behind study cedar privacy fences.
Exhusted working moms and dads
huddle around the barbecue or firepit,
watching their children romp with the dog.
Now the decorator pillows adorn
cushioned settees on back patios
hidden beneath climbing roses or honeysuckle.

Yet on unpainted cottage porches
across town behind the car dealers,
tattoo parlors, and gas stations,
giggling children play with legos
while snuggling parents sip sodas.
Now on along side train tracks
cousins and neighbors stop by
crumbling porches crowded with
bicycles and discarded sofas
to discuss movies and Wal-Mart specials,
their common lives intimacy rich.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

I Have Your Word

The Agriculture Department
proposes to remove “hunger”
for more accurate, “low food security.”
What is a word?
Does it matter if you are blind
or visually challenged?
Or can words blind us from
a more tragic reality?
When murder is liquidation, and when
the death of innocents
becomes collateral damage,
do our words reframe
or ignore truth?
In today’s doublespeak,
ketchup is a vegetable.
Considering the theological,
to eliminate a sin, simply rename it,
the stealthiest of verbal absolution.
What is a word? A test.
It is our language
which reflects our souls.

To Begin

Last year my husband and I did some "estate" planning and invested in the Neptune Societies burial package for ourselves. We were pleased that we had saved our families a few decisions. Unfortunately, there was baggage associated with that decision: we have two mahogany cube boxes in the garage waiting for us. So when you look at the blog title you will have a hint at the origin of the blog title.

Of course I have colored outside the lines for years.